Okay, so it's been such a long time since I've written anything.  On my last post I had sort of talked about the beginning of process.  So from then until now, that's my been my story, PROCESS.  Actually, it's been my hiding place, a excuse all in itself.  Why are you not where you ought to be...Process.  Why haven't you done this or that...Process.  Why, why, why?  This has been probably been the hardest year to date.  I began school in October of last year and by January was out with no intentions of returning in the near future.  Why?...Process.  At least I know that now.  Then, I was in a tailspin of anger, hurt, frustration, sadness, and depression.